Overwhelmed
I finally cried again.. after so long. I thot i wudnt..but i dunno why, i just did moments ago in the washroom.
I brought my colleagues to Zambucca for dessert ytd noon. I thot i was over with the place. But when the served the choc fudge cake and when i took the first bite, i was overwhelmed with emo. The expression he shows whenever he took a bite of the cake kept flashing in my mind. I constantly glanced at the seats we always sit. Tears swelled in my eyes. I had to excuse myself to the washroom.
i really miss him...
I finally cried again.. after so long. I thot i wudnt..but i dunno why, i just did moments ago in the washroom.
I brought my colleagues to Zambucca for dessert ytd noon. I thot i was over with the place. But when the served the choc fudge cake and when i took the first bite, i was overwhelmed with emo. The expression he shows whenever he took a bite of the cake kept flashing in my mind. I constantly glanced at the seats we always sit. Tears swelled in my eyes. I had to excuse myself to the washroom.
i really miss him...
Developed at
3:44:00 PM on Thursday, July 19, 2007
Mentally Drained..
I dunno why i have been feeling so lethargic these days. Just feel something is sapping the life source outta me...
Aint working today.. the fever is still there... but yet i hope someone wud just asked me out.. I missed the shopping times we had.
Mentally Drained..
I dunno why i have been feeling so lethargic these days. Just feel something is sapping the life source outta me...
Aint working today.. the fever is still there... but yet i hope someone wud just asked me out.. I missed the shopping times we had.
Developed at
7:37:00 AM on Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Aftermath??
Down with fever this morning. Tattoo swelled abit. See doc. Jabbed. Subsided. Now back again. Resting early. Nite.
Aftermath??
Down with fever this morning. Tattoo swelled abit. See doc. Jabbed. Subsided. Now back again. Resting early. Nite.
Developed at
11:30:00 PM on Sunday, July 15, 2007
13th July 2007
Today would have marked our 1 year anniversary. And on this day, I m marking a permanent reminder on myself. For those close to me, they would know why i did it. For others, they prolly wunt understand.. and i have no intention to explain.
During the process, lotsa flashbacks.. particularly on the things i've done to hurt him...The pain i have is superficial.. and guess prolly nothing to those i brought to him. The design carried a message... shall follow me for the rest of my life..
Anyway, gotta thank Jap for his work.. was really neat... not tat painful though certain parts do hurt more. Overall was ok.
Pics below:
13th July 2007
Today would have marked our 1 year anniversary. And on this day, I m marking a permanent reminder on myself. For those close to me, they would know why i did it. For others, they prolly wunt understand.. and i have no intention to explain.
During the process, lotsa flashbacks.. particularly on the things i've done to hurt him...The pain i have is superficial.. and guess prolly nothing to those i brought to him. The design carried a message... shall follow me for the rest of my life..
Anyway, gotta thank Jap for his work.. was really neat... not tat painful though certain parts do hurt more. Overall was ok.
Pics below:
Developed at
8:56:00 PM on Friday, July 13, 2007
Bows and Arrows
I picked the bow up again today!!! After so many many years!!! Fun Fun!! So looking forward to next week:)
Bows and Arrows
I picked the bow up again today!!! After so many many years!!! Fun Fun!! So looking forward to next week:)
Developed at
10:47:00 PM on Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I Am Fine Laaaaaa
Can everyone stop asking if i am ok? I mean, thks for the concern... but wat do u wan me to say? I am not fine? I am not happy? So wat? Who cares....
I am fine laaaaa.....SO PSE STOP ASKING OK?
I Am Fine Laaaaaa
Can everyone stop asking if i am ok? I mean, thks for the concern... but wat do u wan me to say? I am not fine? I am not happy? So wat? Who cares....
I am fine laaaaa.....SO PSE STOP ASKING OK?
Developed at
11:06:00 PM on Monday, July 09, 2007
Finally.. It Landed...
It's finally here... :)
Finally.. It Landed...
It's finally here... :)
Developed at
10:59:00 PM on
Britain's Got Talent
Paul Pott, winner of Britain's Got Talent. Check out his audition clip. Look at his eyes... the intensity and emotions when he sings. I was awed....and seriously touched..can cry laaaaa
Britain's Got Talent
Paul Pott, winner of Britain's Got Talent. Check out his audition clip. Look at his eyes... the intensity and emotions when he sings. I was awed....and seriously touched..can cry laaaaa
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7:14:00 AM on
Support
I wanna wrapped my arms and hug someone tight, esp when i feel unsure and empty...
I'd wish someone can hugged me back and make me feel wanted...
Support
I wanna wrapped my arms and hug someone tight, esp when i feel unsure and empty...
I'd wish someone can hugged me back and make me feel wanted...
Developed at
2:32:00 AM on Saturday, July 07, 2007
Un-Named
Feel so tired as i m typing this. Spent the whole day ytd goin thru a series of tests. They actually kept me there the whole day.
While alone there, lots of things went thru my head again, majority of them was of coz HIM.
Dunno how he has been lately. Just glad he manage to complete his assignment and i know he was buring midnite oil to complete it. I bet its a job well done. Wished i cud be there for him like the past.
Read an entry by a fren about FRENs. Ya, true enuff, many just come and go. And there are those u must hold on to. Then again, caring is one thing. Enjoying their company is another. Its never easy to find someone u can click well with.
I found one, but i never know how to cherish... now he is gone and i am left with nothingness. I still have my bestie...but its diff.....u know... someone who is there for u all the while.. and someone u can really click.... just diff...The 2 of them are the love of my life. I lost one.. and its my own doing...
Getting prep for work. Weekdays are great ya? :)
Un-Named
Feel so tired as i m typing this. Spent the whole day ytd goin thru a series of tests. They actually kept me there the whole day.
While alone there, lots of things went thru my head again, majority of them was of coz HIM.
Dunno how he has been lately. Just glad he manage to complete his assignment and i know he was buring midnite oil to complete it. I bet its a job well done. Wished i cud be there for him like the past.
Read an entry by a fren about FRENs. Ya, true enuff, many just come and go. And there are those u must hold on to. Then again, caring is one thing. Enjoying their company is another. Its never easy to find someone u can click well with.
I found one, but i never know how to cherish... now he is gone and i am left with nothingness. I still have my bestie...but its diff.....u know... someone who is there for u all the while.. and someone u can really click.... just diff...The 2 of them are the love of my life. I lost one.. and its my own doing...
Getting prep for work. Weekdays are great ya? :)
Developed at
6:55:00 AM on Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Special Orders
Macdonald Breakfast :
Big Breakfast Meal
Add Chicken patty
Add Scramble Egg (Must be separated from the default that comes within the meal)
Hotcake syrup
No jam
Replace drink with coke
Pepper and salt
KFC :
3pc meal
1 thigh 2 drums
All crispy except one drum to be original
All whipped potato no coleslaw
Pepsi
Sakae Sushi :
Donbinmushi
Chawanmushi (with Mayo)
Kohada Sushi
Tako Sashimi
Softshell Crab
Lemon tea
Must always "Tong Kai" before eating...I miss all these..
Special Orders
Macdonald Breakfast :
Big Breakfast Meal
Add Chicken patty
Add Scramble Egg (Must be separated from the default that comes within the meal)
Hotcake syrup
No jam
Replace drink with coke
Pepper and salt
KFC :
3pc meal
1 thigh 2 drums
All crispy except one drum to be original
All whipped potato no coleslaw
Pepsi
Sakae Sushi :
Donbinmushi
Chawanmushi (with Mayo)
Kohada Sushi
Tako Sashimi
Softshell Crab
Lemon tea
Must always "Tong Kai" before eating...I miss all these..
Developed at
12:19:00 AM on Sunday, July 01, 2007
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