>>reWind Back to the Past

2008-09-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

That I Would be Good

That i would be good even if i did nothing
That i would be good even if i got the thumbs down
That i would be good if i got and stayed sick
That i would be good even if i gained ten pounds

That i would be fine even if i went bankrupt
That i would be good if i lost my hair and my youth
That i would be great if i was no longer queen
That i would be grand if i was not all knowing

That i would be loved even when i numb myself
That i would be good even when i'm overwhelmed
That i would be loved even when i was fuming
That i would be good even if i was clingy

That i would be good even if i lost sanity
That i would be good whether with or without you

2008-06-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		8
Acts of Service:		7
Quality Time:		7
Words of Affirmation:		6
Receiving Gifts:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

2008-03-25T11:17:00.000+08:00

So What is your Best?

2008-02-14T10:24:00.001+08:00

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day Deardear.

Lots have happen in our relatonships.. both good and bad.

Thank you for standing by me all this while. I know you have done alot for me and this relationship, things you normally wudnt do in any of your past relationships. For that, i feel blessed and am very happy to have you by my side to spend this day with.

I will always love you dear.. my 小可爱.

Huggles

2007-12-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

2007-10-31T10:36:00.002+08:00

YOUR DATING REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Flirting	B
Physical	B
Emotional	A
Your Average Dating Grade: B
'What is your Dating Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-10-31T10:36:00.001+08:00

Kindness

Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-10-31T10:30:00.000+08:00

Your Dating Style:
Committed Relationship

You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.

'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-10-26T12:04:00.000+08:00

Channel 5 : The Noose

You should watch this show: The Noose from Nov 4, every Sunday at 10pm.

http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/thenoose

I watched the intro clips and Roy Terse (Gurmit) and Adrianna Wow (Michelle) are just hilarious!!

And the biggest reason u must watch is coz the webbie is designed by my dear!!!! Imagine your design for Mediacorp, uploaded online for hundreds of thousands to view! So proud of him laaaa :) Huggles

2007-10-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

Funny - 小学生造句

1.题目 : 原来

小朋友写 : 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语 : 妈妈关切一下

2. 题目: ..一边 ...........一边 ............ ..

小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服,一边穿裤子 .
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~

3. 题目: 其中

小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语: 你是蜈蚣？ ~~

4.题目 : 一 ...就....

小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行 ..

5.題目 : 你看

小朋友写 : 你看什么看 ! 没看过啊

6. 照样造句例题: 你(唱歌 ) 我( 跳舞)

小朋友写 : 你( 好吗) 我 (很好)
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗 ??

7.照样造句例题: 别人都夸我 ( )，其实我 ( )

小朋友写: 别人都夸我( 很帅 )，其实我 ( 是戴面具的 ) 。
老师评语: 什么面具这么好用 ???

8. 题目: 好 ... 又好 ..

小朋友写: 妈妈的腿 ,好细又好粗 ...
老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？

9.题目 : 陆陆续续

小朋友写 : 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语 : 你到底有几个爸爸呀?

10.题目: 皮开肉绽

小朋友写: 停电的夜晚，到处很黑，我吓得皮开肉绽!
老师评语 : 看到这句... 老师佩服你。

11.题目 : 欣欣向荣- 比喻生长美好的样子。

小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子，你弟弟是植物人吗...

还有一个更瞎的 …

小朋友写: 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多 ~~

12. 题目: 谢谢 ....因为 ......

小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈 ,因为她每天都帮我写作业 ......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!

13. 题目: 难过

小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语: 老师更难过 ......

14. 题目: 天才

小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净 ~~

15. 題目 : 一 …便…

小朋友写 : 我一走出门，对面就是便利商店。

还有一個更瞎的 …

小朋友写 : 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。
老师评语 : 造句不要乱造...

16. 題目: 又 .....又 .....

小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语: 你妈妈......是怪物吗 ?

17. 題目: 果然

小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水
老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。
小朋友又说：老师，我还没说完呢，果然晚上我拉肚子了！
老师： …………

18. 題目: 瓜分

小朋友：大傻瓜分不清是非
老师：小傻瓜也分不清

19. 題目: 好吃

小朋友：好吃个屁
老师：………

20. 題目: 况且

小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．．
老师： ……………

2007-10-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

Updates

Been more than a month since i last update. Can finally catch a breather at work.. so i thot i shud update before this blog dies off.

Nothing much happen during this period of time. Its work work work. Finally established what i set out to do with the company. Things are looking pretty good thus far. -Cross fingers-

Got archery competition coming up on the 11 Nov. So lotsa practice before the day. Hope me and dear can score well else i would be so disappointed with myself.

Got myself an iPhone. Its got the coolest interface on the planet at this point of time. Finally i have a gadget i can combine all my daily needs of a fone/mp3 player. Everything about it is like WOW now. So till its officially rolled out in the Asian market next year, i betta enjoy the attn i get from those passer-bys.

Jess's goin thru some bad patch now, but i am sure she is managing them well. U GO GIRL!! I'll be here when u need me...always :) Huggles

Josh's flying to Tokyo for another 1.5 years in Nov/Dec. Damn how i envy him!!! And as usual, I am tasked to arrange a farewell for him. This time round, i am gonna be selective on the guest list. Dun wanna get any party spoliers in AGAIN!!

Things are looking good for me and dear albeit some personal issues i have within myself. Shan't share it here. He is waiting for me to officially "ask for his hand". Hahahaha. I love him:)

6 months... thats how long it has been. I hope he is doin well.

End.

2007-09-17T17:12:00.000+08:00

Recognition

Ok, i know I am suppose to blog on my archery. Will do that in my next post.

Wanna share something with my frens. I got these from my bosses in US (Steve P.) and India (Arun). Only 3 out of a total of 15 BDMs got it. Mind you, I am not trying to show off.... DUH!!!!!

2007-09-15T09:24:00.000+08:00

No Reservations (Gold Class)

Ok. So I finally blogged. And my first entry after MIA for so long would be....... (read the title of this post laaaa).

Went to watch No reservations with HIM last nite. Gold Class mind you. LOL (Not trying to show off but its really a nice experience. Great service. Cosy seats. We also ordered some finger food to go along with this experience. See pics below:

The show's not too bad. It's about a master chef Kate Armstrong (Catherine Zeta-Jones) who lives her life like she runs her kitchen at a trendy Manhattan eatery with a no-nonsense intensity that both captivates and intimidates everyone around her. Kate's perfectionist nature is put to the test when she "inherits" her nine-year-old niece Zoe (Abigail Breslin), while contending with a brash new sous-chef who joins her staff. High-spirited and freewheeling, Nick Palmer (Aaron Eckhart) couldn't be more different from Kate, yet the chemistry between them is undeniable. Rivalry becomes romance, but Kate will have to learn to express herself beyond the realm of her kitchen if she wants to connect with Zoe and find true happiness with Nick.

Ok, so that's last nite. After this entry, i am gonna zoom off to prep for archery class and then dinner tonite with Jess and gang to celebrate Josh's bdae. Tomorrow's gonna be our routine volleyball cum kayaking session at Sentosa with Gladys and Joy. Cant wait to get my tan!!!

I'll blog soon.. and this time.. i mean it... and will be about archery....

Till then.....CIAO!!!!

2007-09-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

Influenza/Fever

The title says it all. 2 days le. He is sick too. Still got archery tomorrow and volleyball and kayaking on Sunday. DIE!!!

2007-08-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

Random

I am bloggin from office now though i am like uper busy with my boss in town.

Been busy with work (endless), archery (got my own bow 2 weeks back, luving it!!) and him.

Hope things works out well.

Next entry will be about my archery course.

Ciao

2007-08-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

BACK!!!

I am gonna blog again real soon... :)

2007-07-19T15:44:00.000+08:00

Overwhelmed

I finally cried again.. after so long. I thot i wudnt..but i dunno why, i just did moments ago in the washroom.

I brought my colleagues to Zambucca for dessert ytd noon. I thot i was over with the place. But when the served the choc fudge cake and when i took the first bite, i was overwhelmed with emo. The expression he shows whenever he took a bite of the cake kept flashing in my mind. I constantly glanced at the seats we always sit. Tears swelled in my eyes. I had to excuse myself to the washroom.

i really miss him...

2007-07-17T07:37:00.000+08:00

Mentally Drained..

I dunno why i have been feeling so lethargic these days. Just feel something is sapping the life source outta me...

Aint working today.. the fever is still there... but yet i hope someone wud just asked me out.. I missed the shopping times we had.

2007-07-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

Aftermath??

Down with fever this morning. Tattoo swelled abit. See doc. Jabbed. Subsided. Now back again. Resting early. Nite.

2007-07-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

13th July 2007

Today would have marked our 1 year anniversary. And on this day, I m marking a permanent reminder on myself. For those close to me, they would know why i did it. For others, they prolly wunt understand.. and i have no intention to explain.

During the process, lotsa flashbacks.. particularly on the things i've done to hurt him...The pain i have is superficial.. and guess prolly nothing to those i brought to him. The design carried a message... shall follow me for the rest of my life..

Anyway, gotta thank Jap for his work.. was really neat... not tat painful though certain parts do hurt more. Overall was ok.

Pics below:

2007-07-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

Bows and Arrows

I picked the bow up again today!!! After so many many years!!! Fun Fun!! So looking forward to next week:)

2007-07-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

I Am Fine Laaaaaa

Can everyone stop asking if i am ok? I mean, thks for the concern... but wat do u wan me to say? I am not fine? I am not happy? So wat? Who cares....

I am fine laaaaa.....SO PSE STOP ASKING OK?

2007-07-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Finally.. It Landed...

It's finally here... :)

2007-07-09T07:14:00.000+08:00

Britain's Got Talent

Paul Pott, winner of Britain's Got Talent. Check out his audition clip. Look at his eyes... the intensity and emotions when he sings. I was awed....and seriously touched..can cry laaaaa

2007-07-07T02:32:00.000+08:00

Support

I wanna wrapped my arms and hug someone tight, esp when i feel unsure and empty...

I'd wish someone can hugged me back and make me feel wanted...

2007-07-03T06:55:00.000+08:00

Un-Named

Feel so tired as i m typing this. Spent the whole day ytd goin thru a series of tests. They actually kept me there the whole day.

While alone there, lots of things went thru my head again, majority of them was of coz HIM.

Dunno how he has been lately. Just glad he manage to complete his assignment and i know he was buring midnite oil to complete it. I bet its a job well done. Wished i cud be there for him like the past.

Read an entry by a fren about FRENs. Ya, true enuff, many just come and go. And there are those u must hold on to. Then again, caring is one thing. Enjoying their company is another. Its never easy to find someone u can click well with.

I found one, but i never know how to cherish... now he is gone and i am left with nothingness. I still have my bestie...but its diff.....u know... someone who is there for u all the while.. and someone u can really click.... just diff...The 2 of them are the love of my life. I lost one.. and its my own doing...

Getting prep for work. Weekdays are great ya? :)

2007-07-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

Special Orders

Macdonald Breakfast :

Big Breakfast Meal
Add Chicken patty
Add Scramble Egg (Must be separated from the default that comes within the meal)
Hotcake syrup
No jam
Replace drink with coke
Pepper and salt

KFC :

3pc meal
1 thigh 2 drums
All crispy except one drum to be original
All whipped potato no coleslaw
Pepsi

Sakae Sushi :

Donbinmushi
Chawanmushi (with Mayo)
Kohada Sushi
Tako Sashimi
Softshell Crab
Lemon tea

Must always "Tong Kai" before eating...I miss all these..

2007-06-26T23:56:00.001+08:00

Non Existence

Sometimes, I feel like i am in the middle of a crowded room,
Screaming at the top of my voice,
And no one even hears me.

Do i even exist? Why do i exist? For who? For what?

I am purposeless.. so lost.. without him...

Empty for so long... can never be filled..

EMPTY
Cranberries

Something has left my life
And I don't know where it went to
but..Somebody caused me strife
And it's not what I was seeking

Didn't you see me, Didn't you hear me
Didn't you see me standing there Oh..

Why did you turn out the lights
Did you know that I was sleeping

Say a prayer for me--
Help me to feel the strength I did
My identity, has it been taken
Is my heart breakin, on me--

All my plans, they fell through my hands
They fell
Through my hands, on me---
All my dreams, it suddenly seems
It suddenly seems
Empty

2007-06-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

Go - Hanson

So addicted to this song....

For all the love we've made
Just one thing stays the same
The lamp gets dusty
The pipes get rusty
But I don't wanna wash my hands clean

Well you say you love me too
Then why won't you go through
With the nightly kisses
With the hits and the misses
Well if you can make it on your own...

Then go if you want to go
But stay if you want to know the way
Through the mess we've made
Or lie in the bed you know or go

I heard your moving van
But I did not take a stand
You can't leave with 'em
You can't live without 'em
I never thought I'd want to let you...

Go if you want to go
But stay if you want to know the way
Through the mess we've made
And lie in the bed you know or go
For all the love we've made
Just one thing stays the same
The lamp gets dusty
The pipes get rusty
But I don't wanna wash my hands clean
(Then go if you want to go) Well you say you love me too
(But stay if you want to know the way ) Then why won't you go through
(Through the mess we've made) With the nightly kisses
(Or lie in the bed you know or go) With the hits and the misses
Well if you can make it on your own...
Then Go..

2007-06-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

Breaking Point..

Suppressed for too long..

WHY DO I GIVE PPLE WAT THEY WAN?
BUT I NEVER GET WAT I WAN?

WHY ISSIT THAT EVERYONE HAS THEIR FAIR SHARE OF PROBS, INLCUDING ME, BUT I CAN BE THERE AND DO THINGS FOR THEM
BUT NO ONE DOES ANYTHING FOR ME?

WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THINGS TO MAKE PPLE HAPPY AND THINGS THAT PPLE HOPE I DO,
BUT NO ONE EVER DO THE THINGS I WAN TO ME? DO THEY KNOW WAT I WAN?

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE
I DUN WAN TO BE NICE ANYMORE...WHERE THERE IS NO RECIPROCATION
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whether I am dead or alive, it does not matter anymore.
If i am alive, i dun need anyone, i dun wan anyone
If i am dead, i dun have to feel.
I dun wan emo. I dun wan feelings.
COZ I DUN WANNA GET HURT NO MORE!!!!

2007-06-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

This GSS....

My returns thus far:

1) 2 A/X Tees - $188
2) 1 A/X Berms - $169
3) 1 A/X Long Sleeve Shirt - $199
4) 1 LV Bag - $1840
5) 1 CK Berms - $269
6) 1 CK Sweater - $269
7) 1 Pedro shoe - $119
8) 1 Tee from Far East - $29
9) 1 Agnes B. Belt - $65
10) 1 Armani Black Code - $130
11) 2 Tailored shirts - $120
12) 3 CK Briefs - $120

AND the total damage is.......(Drum rolls....).....$3248!!!

And tats not counting the things i bought for my frens... Bill come DIE!!!!

On a side note: MONEY CANT BUY HAPPINESS :)

Nite nite

2007-06-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

Thoughts.....

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish and My Pain
Through My Joy and My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart

2007-06-21T10:09:00.000+08:00

Permanently Etched...

1st week of July... etching etching etching.... Excited.. Will you see me go thru it? Will you wan to know how determine and genuine i am?

On a side note. I love Maroon 5's Makes Me Wonder... so catchy laaaaa...

2007-06-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Outburst..

I had a sudden outburst of emo.. i cried again... i was shivering and i broke out in cold sweat.. i cud not sleep. Then i rmb this song...its how i felt... everyday... but i contain and suppress.....its the chorus tats truly speaks wat i feel...

A Minute Without You Lyrics
Hanson

Well I woke up this morning
And the night had been so long
Seems that I have had my mind on you
Well the day, it has begun
And I can't get a minute
Can't get a minute without you

'Cause you're always on my mind
You're always in my head
And I can't live
I can't live another day without you

'Cause when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world
Could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred
Forty hours in my day

I've been trying to call you all day
'Cause I got so many things that I want to say
I'm going crazy
'Cause all my thoughts are filled with you
There's got to be some way
I can get through to you

'Cause when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world
Could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred
Forty hours in my day

I can't keep myself
From thinking about you
It's because I love you
And I know that it's true
Call it desperation
But can't you see it in my eyes?
That I want be with you
Until the sun falls from the sky

'Cause when the minutes seem like hours
And the hours seem like days
Then a week goes by
You know it takes my breath away
All the minutes in the world
Could never take your place
There's one-thousand-four-hundred
Forty hours in my day

2007-06-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

Once in a Life Time Performance

HOW CAN I FUCKING FORGET ABOUT THIS CONCERT!!!!! Performing only today and tomorrow at The Esplanade and both dates are SOLD OUT!!!

http://www.play-symphony.com/

Worst of all, Akira Yamakao is performing!!!!!

FREAK OF NATURE OF ME TO FORGET!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-15T07:09:00.000+08:00

Test Results

I was asked: "Does it matter how he looks at you?"

YES. It does. Coz he means sumthing to me, a great deal to me in actual fact. Thus wat he thinks and sees about me matters ALOT! I dun care how others look at me. Friends who know and understand wat i've and am still goin thru will know how i feel. The rest just dun matter....

Oh ya.. my blood is poisoned...and NO! I am not HIV+ or STD infected.. and there is a hole somewhere within my body too:)

Today is Friday... the part of the week i dreaded the most.. WEEKENDS!!!

2007-06-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

Fading...

The only thing vivid on my mind is that cold look from him whenever i bump into him.. Those warm smile he used to give me.. they seem to fade slowly away...

I really dun wan tat to happen.. i am trying so hard to keep those memories fresh.. i dun believe in god... but now...i'd wish...

GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!

2007-06-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

New Life Partner:)

Home early today... coz was feeling giddy in office. Was walking towards the cab stand when i had a sudden black out spell.. Was only momentary...but enuff to make me go see a doc. Did a check... expected diagnosis :) And now, i m gonna introduce you guys to my new life partner:

Gonna be stuck with it forever.. betta learn to love it ya? :) Blood test results out tomolo.. cant wait to hear wat more is coming...

And by the way.. MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS :)

2007-06-13T10:16:00.000+08:00

13th June 07

On this date last year, we were engaged..

A significant date of the month.. for every month.. forever and ever...

BACK TO WORK!!! WORK WORK!!!

2007-06-11T07:28:00.000+08:00

Sleepless

I cudnt sleep again.. even with my regular dosage... too many things went on in my mind... i have certain responsibilities to his actions too, though yes, he shudnt have done it.

I will not pursue the matter, in fact, i think i am even willing to forgive him.. dun ask me why.. i dunno. My head hurts real bad now....and i am off to work..

I LOVE WEEKDAYS!!! :)

2007-06-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

ALL OUT IN THE OPEN

Its all out.. I dunno wat to do.. trying to handle it within... devastated

I dare tell pple wat i did wrong to you and face up to it.. and all this while after the realisation, i put all the blame on myself. But was i totally wrong? Or issit wat i always thot of true? Do you dare tell pple wat u did to me?? Do you??

2007-06-10T08:09:00.000+08:00

Outbreak

The rash outbreak was bad when i got home last nite. I cud not sleep due to the itch.. and i cant drink due to the rashes. I feel terrible...tormenting... I cant help thinking about him...

Was doing some "bookkeeping" to my folders... went thru the pics of our happy times... tears started flowing.... and to think weeks ago, my hard disk nearly crashed.. thank goodnes it didnt...

Cant sleep at all.. tossed and turn the whole nite.. battling with the itch, the pain in my heart.. the tightness behind my head.. am i gonna die?? Maybe i m better off dead.

Aaaaaaarrrrrrrrghhhh!!

2007-06-09T11:04:00.000+08:00

"Higher" Purchase

Rashes didn't deter me from making my trip down to town ytd. It started on both legs... haha.. eventually spread to my thighs and back..itchy like hell laa!!! Thank goodness my arms and face were spared. Anyway, rashes aside.

Met Benji at Kovan to head down to town for some retail therapy. Brian called me along the way and decided to join us with Daniel on the outing. Reached cine at around 5, started drizzling, dampening our mood to shop. Luckily Benji has the urge to watch Shrek 3. Thot it was a great idea since we need to kill time waiting for the drizzle to stop. Bought 4 tics at 5.40pm... bought sushi.. reminded me of someone..haiz..anyway, was a funny show, but poor Benji aint really enjoying it fully... his sore-d (mind u its sore-d not SORE) eye must have annoyed him alot:( Movie ended.. walked around cine.. checked out NUM..saw a singlet i like.. but no size at both cine and heeren.. DAMN!!! Same goes for Benji..so dumb laaaa!! Done with cine.. strolled to Taka.. LV next!!

Upon reaching the boutique, saw an expected queue..but glad its not too long. Was joking and gossiping while queuing.. Benji and i remarked that most that went in came out empty handed... like aiyo!! Waste our time leh!! Our turn finally came... Me and Benji went straight for Abbesses and Bastille.. cant find Abbesses, but spotted Bastille. NICE.. but very common. Asked for Abbesses.. non on display.. coz only left 1 piece. Brought it out eventually.. even NICER!!! Tossed up between Bastille or Abbesses. Personally preferred Damier canvas..but like i said earlier.. very common... Monogram.. classic.. in the end, settle with Abbesses..a whopping $1830!!!! Haha.. but worth it laaaaa :) Benji's eye got more sore.. coz he was the one who recommended me the bag and he wanted it for himself initially.. SORRYY!!!!! :P

DONE and next... Gucci....at paragon. Queue factor: SUPER LONG...Brian and Daniel waved us goodbye to catch a show at PS, leaving me and Benji. I think we queued for a good 15 to 20 mins b4 finally been "let" in -_-''... and its crowded.. thus the queue control. Wanted a belt... but no discount.. not worth paying tat much for one.. saw the sneakers i bought a few months back.. on sale!!! ~!@#$%. Only 637 now?? I bought it at $910 CAN!!!! ~!@#$. Benji tried it on.. very nice wor. Hahaha. Since i "stole" his purchase, he hoped to find a replacement in Gucci and found it he did. But contemplating.. maybe he will buy it later today?? Haha.

Done with Gucci. Head back cine for while and cabbed home together. Reached home... itching like some monkey,, scratch and scratch... Argh!!!

End :)

2007-06-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

After Effects??

Having rashes all over my body now.. A fren said its the after effect of too much alcohol... I think so too.. liver cant take it.. so body is forcing all the toxins out now...

But i cant help it... the sleeping pills dun numb the pain in my heart...

Is there any other way??

2007-06-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

Figures... to cover or not to?

I just got this email from my boss. Now, i dunno if i should commit to her request. If i dun, she will think i am selfish and is unwilling to help the team. But if i do, i'll be reeling in my Q3 pipeline in to this Q, which means i have to build up my pipeline again end June to prep for Q3, which means i cant take a break!! Why cant she let me sail thru my 3rd month smoothly and give me that confirmation and increment she promised?? Guess... nothing comes free..Haiz... a gamble.....

Johnson Q2 Estimate

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Suffice to say, you have done an amazing job as a newcomer in just 2 months with a month to spare till we close this quarter.

My estimate for you is 150%: $100k. Well done!

But you know our team numbers are very low and I really need a few top performers to overachieve and help with the team target. You are of course one of them!

Do you think it is possible for you to bring in additional 30k-50k on top of 100k?

The extra $$$ will help the team target tremendously. I understand you may need to prepare for next quarter, so your contribution is much appreciated.

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2007-06-05T09:34:00.000+08:00

His Smile

Rejuvenates me
Motivates me
Warms me.

I was on the verge of tears.. but i held back. I smiled back. And he coninues to smile... Its enough for now...

Thank you. It means so much to me...

2007-06-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

A Song from Him to me..

And this is the REAL me...

I am sorry...

Hilary Duff - Stranger

Nobody believes me when I tell 'em that you're out of your mind
Nobody believes me when I tell 'em that there's so much you hide

You treat me like a queen when we go out
Wanna show everyone what our love's about
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd
But when no ones around

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?

You made yourself look perfect in everyway
So when this goes down I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away
Baby your secret's safe

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Such a long way back from this place we arrived
When I think of all the time I've wasted I could cry

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

2007-05-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

Thus Far..

Updates on life since that fateful day or rather days (namely 16 Apr 07 and 19th Apr 07).

Tried moving on. Had a few close frens around on and off to check on me and encourage me. The initial weeks were hell. Pple kept saying its not worth it and so on and so forth. All i said was.. its the past.. i do not wish to point the fingers anymore. All i can say is i've had my self reflection, know wat i've done that resulted in all these. And i would say.. 2 had their fair share of contributions... but i should take the larger blame...

I've cried enuff, still am crying occassionally. I focus life on my new career. Initially was bad coz those things happen during my first month with the compnay. I cudnt focus and was often absent from work. I was been picked on and was the talk of the office. It bothered me alot initially. But after much thoughts, i manage to pick myself up...primarily coz the old me used ot be strong, confident, and has a never say die attitude..Things are looking great thus far. Buried myself in work for almost 12hours daily. Top Newcomer and Top Sales after only just 2 months with the company. Boss even wans me over to help guide some of the old birds but i decline. I have great sense of accomplishment. The recognition, the respect i earned now.. I am proud.. but i am not happy...

Bling Bling coming my way soon as i overachieved my set target for this qtr.. stand at 150% overall now.. Oooooo... got a few plans up... Gym membership with Jess, Archery class with Jerone...many more in plan...

I still have nightmares on and off on that fateful nite. And dreams of hoping to see him again... but i can only hope and wait. Emo is like a roller coaster ride now...up and down, comes and goes with no warning. I cud only numb myself with...

Anyway, I will rise again (sounds so familiar). And in my heart... no one can ever replace him. There can only be one him. Now, i only hold on to the happy memories. I've long forgotten the bad ones... the only reason i am still lamenting, is not on the past.. is on not having his forgiveness.

Gonna go watch some dvds now... :P

2007-05-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

Helpless Emotions

I am feeling this now...tears cant stop flowing.. Tell me how to numb this pain....tell me...

没有人在路边等我了
没有人跟我吵架了
我打开了全部的灯
却还是觉得冷
毕竟是爱过的两个人
总觉得你会来敲门
情歌说的都是对的
爱实在很伤人
为什么自由没有
想像中快乐
早知道离别会那么疼
当初还要不要爱你呢
迷了路的我们
走错的不只一个人
我的眼泪是你的责任
你的伤痕也是我给的
迷了路的永恒
当初的誓言太天真
如果终于学会了体谅
爱情再来有没有可能
我还在等
静静的等

2007-05-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

Hanson - The Walk Album (July 07)

I so dig their music.... since 3 Car Garage times....

And I am so excited on this upcoming release.....

Highlighted tracks below does not necessarily mean they are hits. They just represent and speaks for a part of my life :)

1. Ngi Ne Themba (I Have Hope)
2. The Great Divide
3. Been There Before
4. Georgia
5. Watch Over Me
6. Running Man
7. Go
8. Fire on The Mountain
9. One More
10. Blue Sky
11. Tearing It
12. Something Going Around
13. Your Illusion
14. The Walk
15. In A Way
16. I Am

2007-05-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

Two Lives...

I lead 2 lives now... the first part starts from the time i wake up till 9pm, the 2nd starts from 9pm till i fall asleep... and its on a daily basis...

And i will start blogging soon on a regualr basis..

:)

2007-05-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

This must be what u felt...i am sorry...

Listen
Beyonce Knowles

VERSE 1:
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen (mmm)
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won’t listen

CHORUS:
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

VERSE 2:
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

CHORUS:
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

BRIDGE:
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

2nd part of CHORUS:
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own, my own

2007-05-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

I know how you feel. I will never stop trying. Coz i know never to let go of things I love, even if it means prolly never, i will still wait.

Starts With Goodbye
Carrie Underwood

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,

The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.

2006-12-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

13th Dec 06

We've patched... we've learnt to love again. Happy 5th Month Anniversary dear. Love ya!!

2006-11-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

It's Over... But I Will Never Stop Loving You

This song best describes my feelings now. Dear, i love you forever.... if you will be happy that we part.. then it shall be....and this blog will die with this entry.. he made this skin.. it'll be my memories... I'll never remove it...and i'll never love again... I've given my heart out... it'll never be taken back...

NO NEED TO ARGUE
The Cranberries

There's no need to argue anymore
I gave all I could
But it left me so sore

And the thing that makes me mad
Is the one thing that I had
I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me, special to me, to me

And I remember all the things we once shared
Watching TV movies on the living room arm chair
But they say it will work out fine
Was it all a waste of time

Cause I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me, special to me,to me

Will I forget in time
You said I was on your mind
There's no need to argue
No need to argue anymore
There's no need to argue anymore

2006-10-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

Our 3rd Month Anniversary @ Secret Garden

Dear made great effort to arrange this dinner celebration and i tell you wat an arrangment it was. We celebrated our 3rd month Anniversary at Secret Garden, a cafe/bistro in a class of its own located along Middle Road (Within the compound of The Sculpture Park, pse see www.mysg.com.sg).

We had a wide array of food from starters to dessert. And please please please.... u must try the Oxtail Stew there, its their signature dish and i tell you, it'll make u crave for more. Wunt elaborate too much on the ambience, i'll let the pics do the talking. Overall, its one of the most memorable celebration i ever had, spending with that special someone...(P.S. Dear, thks for the treat!! Muackies!!)

3 months le, we had our fair share of challenges but we vow to overcome them and become stronger. Dear, thks for the love, concern and support you have been giving me. Thks for putting up with my constant nonsense. Thks for sticking by me during one of the most trying moments of my life. I always say i m lucky to have found you and i will stand by that notion. I love you and will always do. Huggles.

2006-09-13T07:04:00.000+08:00

2nd Month Anniversary

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary Dear! I LOVE YOU. Muackies!!

2006-09-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

So Near....

He is just opposite me now as i typed this entry... I stole a glance him... he let out a shy smile.. haha.. in my heart, i am beaming!!!

Oooooo... feel so sweet..... MELTSsssss.................................

2006-09-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

Forbidden City: Portrait of an Empress

I never really fancy musical in my entire life. Let alone attempting to watch one, well, at least not till Dear wanted to watch FC. For weeks since its announcement that they will be restaging the musical following its 3 yrs absence, Dear has been jumping with excitement about it eveytime he sees an ad on TV or on the streets. Well, its his dream to wanna watch it.. so i shall fulfil it!!! :P

I never thot i would enjoy it.. but to my surprise.. its really not bad... not bad AT ALL... i was smiling gleefully thruout the whole performance.. awed by the plot and props and the live musicals.. but most importantly, i was very happy coz Dear was smiling and enjoying himself thruout the performance, holdin my hands.. he LOVES it!! so do i... :)

Anyway, for those who know nothing about the musical, its a historical retelling of the story of China's Empress Dowager. The story is seen from the eyes of an American painter, Kate Carl, who is commissioned to paint the Empress's portrait. The Empress recounts her amazing journey from a young imperial concubine to become the Empress of China and the pressures she faced. The musical explores the myths surrounding her reign, from the controversial death of her only son to her ambitious tussle for power.

After the show, Dear was still very much exhilarated by the performance..haha he cant stop talking about it la!!! So i got an OST of the musical for him and he in turn got me Jay Chou's latest album!!!! Muackies.. okok.. gotta go listen to Jay liao.. CIAO!!!

2006-09-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

Backdated....

Haha.. gonna do a backdated entry.

Was out with my best Bud Jess last weekend for a long awaited get together. Its been like a month since we last catch up. She has been busy with her assignments and I with work and of cos.. love life :P

Anyway, we met up for dinner at our fav. hangout.. Pan Pacific Hotel!!! :P Decided to drop by the poolside restaurant this time and ordered some food. Catch up alot on lost times, all the bitching and gossiping, and most importantly, we had a heart to heart talk on our personal lives and going-ons. So glad to know she is always there for me :)

Anyway, Josh's birthday is around the corner. Gotta plan sumthing for him real soon. But one thing is for sure, we are not having JAP food at all!!!! Hahahahaha!!

2006-08-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

For The One and Only You

I Got You
Nick Carter

People tell me you stay where you belong
But all my life, I've tried to prove them wrong
They say I'm looking for
Something that can't be found
They say I'm missing out
My feet don't touch the ground

But there are moments when you can't deny what's true
Just an ordinary day like when I met you

It's funny how life can take new meaning
When you came and changed what I believed in
The world on the outside's trying to pull me in
But they can't touch me

Cause I got you...I got you...oh yeah

I want to thank you for all of the things you've done
But most for choosing me to be the one

It's funny how life can take new meaning
When you came and changed what I believe in
The world on the outside's trying to pull me in
But they can't touch me
Cause I got you...

And it hits me when I reach for you
That I'm afraid you won't be there
Maybe I am in too deep
But I don't care...

I'm right where I belong
I got you
Yeah, prove them wrong...I've got you, yeah
Can't deny what's true,
NoThey can't touch me, baby

I got you...
I got you...
Right where I belong
Oh yeah..I've got you baby..
Right where I belong..
Can't deny what's true..
No they can't touch me,
Cause I...got you

2006-08-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

13th August 2006...Our 1 Month Anniversary

We celebrated our 1 month anniversary today... sweet moments all around..

Had dinner at a japanese restaurant along cuppage. It's called Tamaya Dining. For those who are sick of typical japanese food served in those typical jap chains, give this a try. According to my buddy who just came back from Osaka, they serve authentic "Osaska-flavoured" dishes there. So give it a try. Anyway, see the pics... nice nice :P

Dear's all time fav is the Macha Ice Cream. Has a sorbet like texture with a rich green tea aftertaste to it. The Tonpei-yaki is also a big draw..so nice can :) Oh ya, i personally love the salmon sashimi.. so fresh and generous in the cut...woot!!!

After dinner, we met up with his Kor Jsen and bf Eric. Planned to watch fireworks at Esplanade initially but heard was too jam packed. In the end, we settled at Marina Square to catch it instead.. was so romantic... under the glittering fireworks.. with ur love one... the feeling... aawwwww...-melts-....

Went on to Pan Pac lounge to hang out for a drink before heading home. Such a memorable day we had. Happy 1 Month Anniversary Dear!! I LOVE YOU!!! MUACKIES!!!

2006-08-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

8th August 2006

Just days ago, dear pulled a quick one on me, leaving me overwhelmed with excitement and a ball of confused emo. Today, he sprung yet another surprise...

Like any weekdays, i got up getting prep for work, except on Tuesdays and Tursdays, i would be up much early to send him to school. I got up at 5am, which was earlier then usual coz i wanted to surprised dear initially by preparing breakfast for him. Got everything prep and was ready to go. On my way i called him, only for him to tell me not to go over. He has a major headache and would be missing school today. I was worried and a little disappointed seeing my efforts go to waste. But hey, dear is unwell..he didnt wan to ya? So I headed back home with the breakfast in my hand, gobbling it up upon reaching my door step (cant waste it:P)

Got home and started getting ready for my work. I usually leave home at 8am. But at 7.55am, i got a sms from dear, asking me if i left for work yet. I called him...he picked up... the background on his end was.. noisily familiar... he said :

"Dear, are you leaving for work yet? I am waiting for you downstairs"

-_-''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

I was like WTH?? Aren't you suppose to be sick? I went downstairs to meet him, only to find out that it was all but a coverup coz he wanted to see me to work instead today. Hahaha, knowing his intentions, how can i bear to chide him ya? So sweet of him :) My daily trip to work is unusually boring and i would say.. eventless. I mean, what do u expect out of a morning crowd with stoned faces that dawns the familiar yawns once in a while?

But today's trip was so ... hmmm.. haha NICE.... just had this very warm feeling swirling inside letting your dear send u to work for the first time... all the way to Raffles Place can. Had breakfast together near my office before i send him towards Chinatown MRT.

Just when i thot only i am good in surprises... hahaha... guess dear's not bad too!

To dear, Thks for the effort in always making me feel loved and special. You are special in my heart too :)

Love ya.. Huggles

2006-08-06T01:15:00.000+08:00

Overwhelming Feelings..

Hugging the Gloomy Dear got me for our first anniversary now as i typed this... My heart is still very much overwhelmed by what happen earlier in the night... I am just lost for words or rather, no approriate words seems to fit my feelings now. It's a ball of confusion..

I am rather emo-filled now.. I am happy..VERY HAPPY... I am lucky to have found you... Thks for everything.

I LOVE YOU...Till the end of times... Muackies!!

P.S. I am so excited on the prospects after tonight :P

2006-07-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

His Favourites

Things my dear loves (in no order of preference) :

1) Nudibranchs (otherwise known as seaslugs).
2) Lapcoat/Trenchcoat
3) Salty food (e.g Kanachai!!!)
4) Sour food (Sour Plums)
5) Shirley Temple
6) Silent Hill Series (Games/Movies... maybe Noisy Hill too?? Hee)
7) His hair (esp. his fringe. To snip 1mm off, u have to be prepared to pay him a million to do it)
8) Loves the colour purple (only dark shades of purple pse...not bright ones)
9) Loves to sing (he thinks he sounds awful..but i find it sexy:P)
10) Writing (be it stories/poems/lyrics, once his inspiration starts to flow, there is no stopping him)
11) Loves changing the lyrics of songs to his own version (usually in a humorous way)
12) Games (Mario Kart/Maple/Darkages/Silent Hill/Resident Evil/Kingdon Hearts...etc)
13) Loves to hate kids (rowdy ones that is:P)
14) Dangos
13) Playing with water (shan't elaborate in details)
14) Japanese food (ain't never complete without chawanmushi and mayo)
15) His Grandma's soup
16) Cycling
17) Puchiguso (turned pink today..so he likes strawberries now)
Lastly...

18) ME!!!!!!!

2006-06-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Exercises Singaporean Excel In???

2006-06-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

13th June 2006

To thee we are engaged...

HUGGLES!!!!

2006-06-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

Life Is Wonderful - Jason Mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la la la la la life is.. is so wonderful.. oh!
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la-ah
Ah la la la-ah ah-a ah-a

**********************************************
I am loving this song now :P

2006-06-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

STORY

There was once a very diligent pastor, who dedicated most part of his life to the community. Till one day, he decided to take a break from his toll and thus instructed his nun that he will not be holding any service this weekend as he hopes to retreat in solitary to communicate with God.

Being the respected man that he was, the nun understood and put faith in him that its the right decision to leave the community for just a weekend. So off she goes informing the community that there will be no service this weekend. However, the pastor had other plans in mind. He had actually planned for a weekend getaway on a mini golf resort.

Upon knowing this, God decided to grant the pastor hole-in-one for every shot he hits. Puzzled, the angel asked why God chose to aid rather than punish him.

God said:" Does it matter? Even if he had all hole-in-ones, he cant tell no one coz no one will believe him. Everyone in the community believes he is in solitary connecting with me and for the well respected man that he is, they think he is lying"

So wats the moral of the story?? Its difficult cultivating a seedling into a sturdy tree, but its so easy to just chop it off. Once a lie is told, no matter how hard one may try to make amends, the doubt is still there... TRUE??? I wonder....

2006-06-07T08:58:00.000+08:00

Tension

Stress from work for the last 2 weeks has been so intense, it's taking its toll on me physically, mentally and emotionally. My attitude and reaction even to the littlelest things has been rather uptight and over-reactive.

I am sincerely sorry if i have caused any hurt during this trying period. I just lose myself sometimes. I didnt mean to. I feel so bad thinking back some of the hurtful things i have said and done for the last few days.

I am SORRY... HAIZ... :(

2006-05-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

WHY??

Why do it knowing the consequences will hurt?? WHY WHY WHY??? I am shattered...

I had a rough morning at work.

I am down with a bad sore throat

I have tonnes of work to rush

Its the last thing i need...

2006-05-22T11:20:00.000+08:00

Sea Slugs

I am beginnning to appreciate these amazing creatures. Look at the colours the display.. BEAUTIFUL!! and not forgetting..CUTE!!!:P

2006-05-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

Truth..

There is a saying that goes:

What You Don't Know Can't Hurt You.

I couldn't agree more...

2006-05-14T09:48:00.000+08:00

Mother's Day

The 2nd Sunday on the month of May every year sees sons and daughters celebrate Mother's Day with their beloved Moms. Been a filial and lovely son that i am, I pre-ordered a bouquet of lilies for Mom (She is crazy over flowers!! And i mean any flowers). Was not tough deciding on the type of flowers to give. Was more nut-crackling on the presentation :P Nonetheless, decided on the color scheme and stuffs. I kept my finger's crossed that it turns out the way i imagined it to be. I arranged for it to be delivered on the Mother's Day at 0930hrs...and it came on time. Mom was taken by surprised!!! She loves it so much. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!!~~ MUACKS!!

Getting ready to bring mom out on a shopping spree cum lunch. Ciao!!!

2006-05-09T17:57:00.000+08:00

Women...

Is this why I turn AJ?? Muahahahaha!!!

Women as described by Physicists :

Women as described by Engineers :

Women as described by Mathematicians :

Women as described by Radio Operators :

Women as described by Military Taticians :

2006-04-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E

They say love is blind.. I was blinded once.. good in some ways though.. we both tried.. but still feels its not good enuff for each other's expectations.. or maybe just mine...

We often end up fighting. Yes, there are sweet moments.. yet i am often stress that we will end up fighting everytime we meet.. Why do we not see eye to eye on so many things? Are we truly happy with each other's perception of life?

I dun wan to be blinded again...

2006-04-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

Randomz...

No topic to blog.. but just feel like blogging.. browing thru yoututbe and metacafe.. found these 2 clips to share..

Fast Handz

Check this clip out.. its just.. AMAZING how the girl did it..

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/1298/fast_hands/

Final Fantasy X : The Sending..

Amazingly beautiful.. I love this clip since i played the game years back..ENJOY!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCf52Rbif2A&search=final%20fantasy%20x

And I am IN LOVE with this chocolate. :)

2006-04-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

Home Alone...literally.. :P

Mom & Dad left for KL/Genting over this long weekend yesterday morning, leaving their 3 sons to fend for themselves. Haha, they are lucky this is not the States. On normal circumstances, we would have friends over for a party and bring the whole house down!!! (Kidding..tsk tsk)

Anyway, had babe over the whole day. Picked him up from the LRT and had brunch over at the mall (KFC!! Haha will try hafing 3 days in a row:P Chicken overdose). After which came over to my place to chill. He watched shows in my room, Pokemon and Mousehunt while i focus on ripping some tracks off from the cds he bought into the Creative Zen Vision. That took me hours as there were tonnes of them!! But, its always nice to spend quality time with your love ones.

Left the house at 5.30pm to PS for our movie.. Eight Below. I tell u guys, pse pse PSE watch this show. Its really nice and touching and inspiring. Apart from the always gorgeous Paul Walker (Jasen cant seem to take his eyes off him and stopped talking about him, haha. BTW he recommended me to watch this. Thks Pal!!), this show displays great endurance and determination in an individual (both man and beast) to survive and strive for what they believe in. For Jerry (Paul Walker), its the determination to get his team (the dogs) back and away from the forthcoming winter. For the dogs, its for their believe that their best friend (Jerry) would come back for them. I teared on a number of occasions (Babe too) ..aint't telling when ... SPOILERS!! After the show, i kinda had this feeling that i m in somewhat a similar plight as the dogs.. haha Mom and Dad leaving us to fend the house ourselves? Only diff is mine is for only 3 days :P Argghhh!! Gotta do laundry and stuffs later..sianz... After movies went arcading and i cleared Round 1 of the master tracks. .. HAPPY!! Chance upon 2 friends of Babe's, Jingwei and her gal Daphne. Nice and cool pple. So friendly. We are the unofficial Crumpler gang. Coz all 4 of us carry a crumpler bag. AWESOME!!

Went to Cartel for a short chilling and chit chatting session. Haha. Was actually planning for a short trip to Bali with them this Summer.. We'll see. Walked with them to the new Cathay as Jingwei wanted to check the place out. She has decided to give the Grand Cathay a try on her next movie outing. Coz i told her its really GRAND and BIG. Haha. She better be impressed or i m so dead... XD

Prolly gonna be staying home for the day i guess. But the sun is so good!! Maybe, i'll go tan later. Ya!! Maybe i should!! Enjoy you long weekends guys!!

2006-04-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

By the Pool

Swimming has been my fav. past time lately. Coz i so wanna get tan. Comments from pple around me that i am tanner just motivates me more :P BUT!! Babe always seems to get tanner than me!!

The pool at Pan Pac is our latest hangout. Lotsa privacy like i said. Nice place for a no-one-to-look-at-me tanning session. Relaxing by the poolside, listening to our favourite music on our iPods. Can even order some light snacks shud u get hungry. NICE NICE NICE!!!

After the swim/tan, we headed to use the steam room. Purging all those intoxicants out of your body makes us feel so relaxing. The heat can be quite overbearing at times though. I have to at times excuse myself from the room to "cool down" before re-entering. WOOT!!

Prolly gonna hit the pool again tomorrow with babe. Afterwhich, going boxers hunting :P

Ciao!!!

2006-04-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

3rd April 2006

Monday blues are a dread. Same goes for me. So after checking into office in the morning, I made plans to chill with babe. In my previous entry, i mentioned i wanna swimm regularly ya? So i decided to drop by the pool today. Haha. Went to the pool at Pan Pac. Haha free usage for in house guests and members:P Nice wor. Lotsa privacy. Sun was a disappointment though. Kept hiding behind the clouds.. SHY ARH!!! ~!#$%^

After the swim, we went to shower. Wanted to try out the steam room but NO TIME!!! Coz we haf less than an hour to shower and eat lunch b4 rushing for a movie. So decided to drop by some other time. Sorry babe!! I know u wanted very much to try it out. I promise we go again soon ok?? :P Went to Marina Square Food Loft for lunch. NICE NICE NICE. Everything we ordered was spicy (to me la!!) cept for babe's omelette fried rice. The korean spicy beef soup and the claypot curry was nice!! :P

After dinner went to collect tickets for Ultraviolet. Hmm, did not really like it. Dunno why. Plot's kinda messy. Well, Mila is cool though. Her purple hair rocks!!! After show wanna catch a bus home.. walked to the bus stop outside esplanade only to find out no bus heading home..then started raining..HEAVIER & HEAVIER -_-''. Sianz.. Take cab lor:P Haha.

The end.

2006-04-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

First Times...

Met babe today for dinner and movies. 2 "first times" for babe. Hee:P Shall elaborate on it later in the entry.

I met him at 4pm and proceeded down to Wheelock Crumpler coz i wanted to get the black sling bag instead of the green one i haf now. Hee, bought it and babe got my green crumpler at a discounted price which he can use when school term starts for him :)

Shopped around town then headed back to Fish & Co. for dinner. Babe's first time eating at Fish & Co.

We ordered Fried Calamari, Fish & Chips, Black pepper stingray, Mushroom soups and 2 drinks (Kola Soda & Passion Fruit). I love the fried calamari!! OMG!! Its so crispy and succulent. The did not overcook the squid.. which makes them really moist and nice..YUMMY!!. The rest of the food was ok. Full full.

After dinner, while waiting for the bill, babe was feeling bored and started playing with the leftovers in the pan... and this is what he made out.. his own version of Fish-in-the-Pan :P Hahaha!!

Left Wheelock and walked down orchard road. Passed by Heeren and went to check out NUM. They are selling this new-designed sandals called Brazalian Praia. Tried it on and love it!! So buy lor..haha. Made a promise to babe along the way.. coz he cant buy the sandals.. Huggiex.

Went on towards the used-to-be-OG-turn-warehouse outlet. Objective is to get the weights babe wanted to get for a while. The price was rather reasonable, $56 for a 10kg rubber weights, adjustable still. Ok the shiong part comes in carrying it. Coz we still got a movie to catch at The new Cathay. Cant be walking with 10kg of load lor. So cabbed down there. Since we cabbed, we reached there earlier then expected. Collected our tickets and realise we have 1 hour to spare. Wanted to walk over to PS but with those weights?? Its a killer. So we went up to the manager of the cineplex to ask if we can deposit the weights in their office and pick it up after the show. He (Andrew) was so nice to obliged. :) After dropping it with the usher, we went on to PS arcade. I cleared my final hurdle of Mario Race and beat Robo Mario!! SO HAPPY!! Thanks to pointers from babe, MUACKS!! (Sorry for hurting ur ear in the course of my excitement). They upgraded me to Grand Priz tracks wor. So excited to find out how its like.

Proceeded back to Cathay for Ice Age 2 (Our firsts in the new Cathay:P).

Its BIG!! Hahaha. Look out for exciting shops from level 1 to 4. The cineplex is on 5 & 6. Got ushers to assist u in the Grand Theatre coz its huge. I thikn you can even order munchies and drikns thru them and they will send it over to your seats, COOL!! Overall, i like it coz its sumthing new. Haha. The show was cute and funny. Not as good as the first for me but like wat my bud Jasen said: Scrat is hilarious and cute!!

After movie, cabbed home. Going for a swim with babie tomolo. Hee.. hope got sun to tan too!!

2006-03-30T13:32:00.000+08:00

Pathetic Loser...

I got a guy sending me kisses on my sgboy profile recently. Subsequently, he sent me a private message that goes:

Hey, you look good to me.
Lets talk on msn
Add me at chrisbroXXXX@hotmail.com

Usually, i wud add anyone who asked politely. Same goes for him. So i added him, thinking we can be friends. The first message he sent was:

Chris: Hi, got pic??

I told him no pic as i was in office. So he asked for my sgboy profile. I gave it to him. He responded saying: "Ooo.. the handsome boy". I laughed it off and said I am not handsome. Then he immediately asked if i am top or btm. I felt rather intruded.. coz it gives me the feeling that he is looking for some cheap thrill. I told him straight that i am top and i am not looking for sex coz i am attached. He actaully say: "So wat if u are attached? Loving someone does not mean you cant have sex with other guys. You shud get more exposure."

Sad to hear that from a guy.. he has totally no integrity or sorts. Pity his ex-bfs who had to endure such act of infidelity from him. I told him straight that i love my bf and wud not think of such things to hurt any of us. He said i was naive. That there is no such thing as forever love and that shud it end, i will look back one day and regret on the good things i miss out. He even suggested that i try out other guys for comparision. At this point, i was totally disgusted. I told him that as much as i believe there is no such thing as forever love, i will try my best to make it last as long as possible. And shud it end, the worth of our relationship is dependent on wat we haf gone thru and not wat we haf miss out.

I ended off by saying i am not the handsome guy he seek and if sex is wat he wants, just move on. I even asked if he ever had a bf. His answer: YES!! Haiz, pathetic.. no moral values..

2006-03-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

Our Mini Escapade..

27th Mar 2006.. our first nites-out outing. Venue : Raffles the Plaza Hotel Level 17 Room XX, South Tower. Very nice room i tell you.. big bed, spacious, nice toilet.. :P loads of pics on it but lazy to upload..hahaha.

Anyway, the gist of this outing was to visit Wild Wild Wet the following day, but alas!! Its close on Tuesday!! Babe forgot about it and was rather guilty.. HUGGIEX its ok babe!! There is always next time.

We checked in around 5pm on the 27th..Yes, its tat late coz i was tied down at work and can only make it then. Relaxed a little and went off to hunt for my surfer shorts coz my existing one had a hole on the side. Found one at Flash n Splash.. love it..bought it..haha its pink and white:P (u know wat happens to it..co zi never got a chance to wear it lor..)

Settled for dinner at Nooch.. Babe's treat :P thanks!! Order quite alot.. so full arh!! Then walked to Suntec to collect our tics for the 9.20pm show for Hills have Eyes. I initially booked normal seats, but as the turnout was rather low on a weekday nite, the director seats in the theatre were empty. So I decided to do an unofficial, illegal upgrade to the director seats (dun say i m cheapo!!).. Great move coz its sofa seats with lotsa privacy and its so comfy!! Hahaha.

The show was ok..not gonna do a review.. coz lazy.. go check out the synopsis. One comment, its not as good as FD3. The gore level is not there.. for me tat is.. but the suspense managed to freak babe out.. once again.. he wanted out halfway :P Got me babe!! All will be fine!! MUACKS.

After the show, went to 7-11 at Marina to get some snacks in case we get hungry thru the nite. Spent quality time in the hotel room, watching movies (again) .. Got up rather early the next morning. Coz we planned to go for a swim in the pool. Not impressed with the pool.. So so.. AND.. i swear to make swimming a regular thingy.. coz.. i missed it!! The strokes are still there, but i kinda lost control over my breathing.. and my stamina sux!!

After the swim, went for breakfast at The Market Place.. the food is not bad..typical buffet-styled breakfast in a hotel.. :P

Checked out at around 1 pm. Since the trip to Wild Wild Wet was a no go, i decided to step into office since there are some urgent things i need to attend to. Babe headed home and met up with his cliques later in the day. I tell you, i was dozing off in office.. coz i slept only 2hrs plus the nite b4..haha..

I am looking forward to visiting the new Cathay cinema. Heard the sound system is great. Friday, 9.25pm, Ice Age 2:P haha

Ciao!!

2006-03-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

My Weekend thus far...

For the longest time i can rmb, i spent this weekend at home. Boring it may be, but its kinda relaxing too and i can have time for myself and my family. Blame it on my babie for abandoning me :P (DUH!! Joking la!!).

Anyway, if it does not bore you. lets recap wat i did thus far..

Sat :

Woke up at around 9am, washed up, had breakfast with mom ON THE DINNER TABLE. Haha, why do i cap that? Coz i usually eat in my room :P. Then laze around in my room, watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fired DVD. Chatted on MSN till lunch is near, had my St. Michaels Strawberry and Almond Crunches. Yummy. Did some weights. Then change my bedsheet, tidied my room and hit the showers.

After that refresshing shower, i felt great and it chance upon me that its been a while since i made breakfast for the family. Knowing i wunt be out for the day, i know i will be turning in early for the nite and will be able to get up early the next morning. So i told mom that i will be fixing breakfast tomorrow morning. So off me and mom went to NTUC to get the stuffs. Bought sausages, eggs, streaky bacon, hash brown, baked beans, condiments, focaccia, greens..total bill? $48.90.. :P wat an expensive breakfast..haha

Came home, dropped the stuffs and went on the watch CSI: Las Vegas season 4 DVD. its been awhile since i bought it, but never really get a chance to watch it. Finished 6 episodes at one go :P. Had dinner, chill in my room again, on the keyboard. Chatted with babie on phone, making arrangements for our little outing this coming Monday and Tuesday. Haha, Staying over at Raffles Hotel on Monday nite, gonna catch Hills haf Eyes on the same nite, hope babie wunt get freaked out. Will hug hug u to sleep ok? Going Wild Wild Wet the next day :P Excited!!

Ligts out at 12.30am.

Sun:

Woke up at 7.30am to defroze the food. Washed up and went back for a short nap -oink oink- Got up at 8.30 and started preparing breakfast for 5. By 9am, all is ready. Haha i m good at cooking :P 30 mins is all i need to wip up a meal for the family. This is wat we had :

Sumptious ya? Its yummy i tell u hahaha. Easy fair.. nothing complicated :P The family enjoyed the breakfast. HAPPY!!

Lazing in my room now. Prolly meeting babie later this evening. I so wanna get out of the house, coz my little cousins are coming over for dinner. Gonna be hell for me. They are so gonna bring the house down!! ARGH!!! (I must rmb to lock my room b4 i leave house)

Tats my weekend thus far..boring yet fulfilling..

Enjoy urs too!!!!

2006-03-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Worried

To you:

I apologise for the uproar for the past few days. I just lost myself. I do understand what you r goin thru. Maybe not all, but i sure know u aint happy. Though it may seem u dun care about me, i understand its coz u haf too much to shoulder on urself. Despite my outburst, i still come back to you, to check on you, coz i understand and remember wat u r going thru. Your post worried me sick. I was planning to pop over at ur place to give u a surprise. But u cant be reached...

Pse be strong...u haf frens like me, who never gave up on u. I rmb wat ur goin thru, else i wudnt haf kept making sure u r ok.

HUGSSSS

2006-03-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO JASEN!!

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Jasen
Happy Birthday to you.

Dedicated to my pal Jasenic!!
May the wish you made at Zambucca come true!!

2006-03-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

MyHeritage.com

I need to blog on sumthing light-hearted.. so here goes.

Chance upon this link (www.myheritage.com) while blog hopping. I looked like Charlize Theron and Kurt Cobain..Hahaha. One is a gal and the other is dead, but i'll take it as a compliment for their good looks.

2006-03-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

???

I was told I am been overly sensitive. Am I? I know you love me. I have no doubt. But do u love me enough? Everyone wants to be loved and accepted for who they are. Yes, i believe one must for a majority part of who you are. But its also about understanding, knowing and compromising one's expectations of you, especially your love one's.

I cry coz I care.
I cry coz you mean something to me.
I cry coz I love you.

2006-03-12T02:08:00.000+08:00

Fire-In-the-Bush...

I was preparing to meet babie at around 5 plus in the evening when a storm with thunders and lightning struck. Just then, my dad started shouting:"FIRE! FIRE!"

Startled, i rushed to his room, thinking there is a fire in there. Alas, he was pointing out of his window... BUSH FIRE..... -_-''. Scared the hell out of me. However, it was quite a sight.. haha first time witnessing bush fire. Pardon the ignorance :P

Proceeded to Suntec to meet babie. (Doing a Ms Swan) I tell you everytink!! The crowd is a killer!! ~!#$%^ the IT Show sure draws crowd..tonnes of them to be exact. Me and babie had wanted to explore the show but due to time constraint, we dropped it. Had dinner @Cartel b4 proceeding to watch this:

Not the best show i wud recommend.. so so only.. typical plotless comedy.. ok for a good luff though. I was actually yawning in between the show.. just not as hilarious as i wud have expected.. Nanny Mcphee was good though.. watched tat last nite.. Guys who loves fairytale love plot or Big Fish.. haha dun miss this.. its AWESOME!! I LIKE!! :P

After the show, we headed to Pan Pacific to chill. Called my pal Jasen along the way to check on him. Ya, like Ms Swan says:"You need a chill pill"..HUGX pal!!!

Anyway, babie and me ordered our drinks and spent some nice quality and quiet time together, just enjoying each other's company and presence. I feel love :) So glad to have you by me..MUACKS. Anyway, we got into the mood of snap snap so here goes :P

Ok.. dead beat now.. Mom's bday tomolo.. gonna bring her for Dim Sum.. she like... i like too..Hahaha :P

Lights out everyone!!!

2006-03-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

Affections...

I am easily affected by the things and people aound me lately. So much so, i sometimes let them get the better of me.

My best fren of 6 yrs' estrangement
My pal's lonely heart and family probs
My fren's jealousy over her husband's colleague
My fren's frustration over work
My colleague's domestics issues

I dunno why.. guess I am just been too affectionate, but i cant help it coz i love you all...

One thing i am greatful for, i have you Babie by me thru this. I LOVE YOU. Miss you alot. See you this weekend. HUGGIEX

2006-03-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

The One Ring...

Wunt be seeing my babie for the next 5 days..he's goin for a chalet with his cliques.. gonna miss him SOOO much :(

He treated me to Jack's Place for dinner.. YUMMY.. Thks babe.. MUACKS. Went shopping around Bugis/Orchard.. the objective was to hunt for a pair of rings for ourselves. Started off from Bugis... none in Parco/Edge..i mean nothing appeals to us. Then went to Bugis Street. Found a pair that we both like.. $28 for them.

Left Bugis and took a bus to Orchard. I tell u..pardon if I am been racist, but i cant stand the BO from Indians.. It was practically suffocating to just sit in the same bus with them..TORTUROUS!!!.

Went to Far East to get babe's game. Walked around the place and chance upon Mesh, a shop selling imported Jap accessories. I patronised that shop b4 and even bought a ring once. There stuffs are uniquely theirs.. u cant find the design anywhere else.. not tat i know of :P Was browsing thru the display when one particular ring caught my eye.. very nice, neat and edgy design with wood etched into the silver ring. Babe loves it too.. so in the end, i bought the pair to replace the former we bought from Bugis :P So happy. Then babie saw the ring i was wearing on my finger on sale too and decided to buy tat on his own. So now, we are both wearing the same 2 rings on the same fingers.. SWEET!!

Kz, gotta lights out now. Babie's waking up early tomolo to go appeal for his poly courses. Need to give him morning call :P

2006-03-03T16:39:00.000+08:00

Introducing... iPhones!!!

I am so loving the designs...home this are not just concepts.. I'm loving it!!! :P

Happy 1 month Anniversary BABIE!!! Luv U lots!!! MUACKS!!

2006-02-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

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99 I Luv You's... Forever and Ever...Muacks Muacks Muacks!!!

2006-02-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

Final Destination 3

Watched this show with Ah Bee ytd.
-Speaks like Ms Swan- : I tell you everytink...

This show is not for the faint hearted!! PERIOD!! I am a big fan of thriller. Saw 2 cudnt get me pissing in my pants but this show almost did. Ah Bee was holding tightly to my hand thruout the whole show and kept whining that he had enuff and wanted out. I persisted to continue of course..much to his dismay.

For anyone who have watched the previous sequals, you prolly know how the whole plot works. Yes, one of the characters had a premonition of a fatal roller coaster accident involving herself and all her friends. When the premonition proves true, those who have "cheated death" and survived the accident are forced to deal with the repercussions of escaping their fate. Yup, and the end is more or less predictable too. Personally, the part that makes this show thrilling lies in the deciphering of the clues of how each character would die and these were followed by the gory deaths that totally sets your heart racing..

In summary, if you are a sucker for thriller, please bring a jacket or bag for this show.. well to basically cover your face if need to!!!

2006-02-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

This Valentine..

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY TO ALL LOVERS!!

Had lunch with my babie at Ma Maison, a western themed
jap restaurant located in Bugis Junction. Must try!! nice ambience/decor. Service was kinda slow and disorganised, however made up for it with its wonderful food and affordable price line. Happy Valentine's Day Ah Bee!!! Love u!! Muacks!!

Was feeling kinda of down in the afternoon coz an appt did not go well as intended. Deadline is pressing close. Stress!! I thot i wud end the afternoon in a bad note, till i got a parcel via courier from a client today. I laughed my ass off looking at it. See it for yourself.. Believe it!!! ROFL!!!

P.S i wunder what gave her the idea to send that to me.. I am still figuring tat out..:P

2006-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

I Need...

I just need you to be:

Sensitve
Caring
Thotful

All these is very minimum to ask for if I am always on your mind.

Head's spinning.. Lights OUT!

2006-02-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

This Short Journey

On 4th Feb,

Went to watch him perform. I smiled as i looked at him. After the show, fearing he maybe tired coz he was perspiring during the performance, i decided to hail a cab to go to our next destination.

We:

Had dinner at MOS Burger. He wanted to feed me fries. I hesitated. I was suppressing my feelings.

Watched a show : I Not Stupid 2. We luffed together. I steal glances at him occasionally. Esp when he tried to bite his nails. We kissed. He fed me ice thru the kiss. I was thrilled. I cudnt resist holding his hands.

We went for supper. Simple food yet the company is so special. Even the food taste special. He loves the seaweed. We fed each other the food. He loves diet coke as it was less gasy.

We walked and settled chatting in the park. Had heart to heart talk which was warm and sweet. It rekindles my feelings. He was a great listener. We left the park to buy ourselves drinks at a nearby 7-11. He had Evian. I had Ice Tea. His fav choc is After 8 Mint choc and Kino Bueno.

I sent him home. We finger-crossed-held our hands in the cab. It fits perfectly or so i thot. He said so too. I smiled in my heart.

On the 5th Feb, we:

SMS crazily till the most undesirable one came. It struck me back to reality. I tuned in to that song again. I cried myself to sleep.

On the 6th Feb, we:

Made a decision. it was the right one.

2006-02-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

2006-02-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

Paulaner Brauhaus

I miss my buddy Josh Tang Hong Sing!! Great to have him back, even if its only for a week. Went Lau Pat Sat for some local fair with him, Jess, Sandy and Jason. Then headed down to the intended Balaclava for a drinking/chill out session... yes i used intended coz its closed!!! -_-'' Nonetheless it did not dampen our mood to grap a drink or 2 so we headed opp. to Paulaner Brauhaus. Enjoyed the live band playing pop/rock pieces..Josh loves it and its all that matters.
After a drink, we split cabs to pop over my place for more drink / chat session. Jess, Sandy & Jason in one. Me & Josh in another. On the way, had a heart to heart talk with my pal. Thks for the words of comfort & for hafing my back though u are not physically here. True frens are hard to come by.. treasure peeps!!

Back in my house. we were chatting and snacking and drinking like nobody's biz.. hope our rowdiness did not wake my family :P I took this opportunity to get myself pissed drunk..erm high i mean.. just needed a break from all those emo dreadlocks..haha. We parted at 3 am i think. -shrugs-

2006-01-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

Surprises!!!

I was almost in dreamland last nite when my hp rang at 10pm. Jess called. She asked me out for a drink as she was feeling moody and down. Still in a daze, i asked her where she was and she said she is home and wanna go Hotel Rendezvous. Just then, i heard her boarding the cab from the background of our conversation and i heard the cab meter goes "Pse pay $XXX. Did u leave anything behind", a typical announcement on board a Comfort Cab when u haved reached your destination. I hung up the fone without giving it much thot. As i was changing, i felt sumthing was amissed thruout our conversation earlier.. she dun sound depressed, coz i wud know from her tone if she was, then why wud u be asked to pay the fare when u haven even gotten on as supposedly said?

Nvm that, i got changed and rush out asap. Got a cab and told the driver:

Me: "Uncle, Hotel Rendezvous"
Taxi Driver with suspicious look: "Orh, the one at Bencoolen"
Me: "Ya"
Taxi Driver STILL with tat suspicious look: "Meeting your GF there?"
Me: "No, meeting a fren, and i am in a hurry."
Taxi Driver looking at me even more suspiciously: "Guy or Girl?"
Me (going -_-'') : "Girl"

WTH!! Lesson learnt, never tell a cab driver you are goin to a hotel in the wee hours at nite. If you need to go there, asked t0 be dropped somewhere nearby.. I hate been interrogated..GRRRRRRRR

So i reached the place, called Jess several times but she did not picked up. Getting kinda of worried i was beginning to wonder where she cud be. Just then i heard her call me from behind. I turn and walked towards her. Just then i saw walking behind her, another fren of mine Jason (i was like WTH?). THEN!!! I saw my BUDDY JOSH beside him!!!!!!! My man in Osaka is back and he did not even tell me!!! ~!#$%^@...

Still in shocked (jaw-dropped), i didnt know how to react, but was so happy to see him. Haha started hitting him like some mad dog :P MISS HIM LA! Then i turn my attn to jess for pressing the panic button on me..KNS!!

Spent the nite with the gang chilling at Bras Basah Mac then headed for Karaoke at MS. I freaking reached home at 5 am...hit the bunk immediately hahah!!

Oh ya, I hate mushrooms.. my mom put mushroom in all the lunch today..tats surprise no.2!!!